Red Light, Green Light- The Need for seeing the possible in the impossible.

Trinity Church in the City of Boston
November 3, 2024

All Saints’ Sunday Year B

Isaiah 25:6-9
Psalm 24
John 11:32-44

Almighty God, you have knit together your elect in one communion and fellowship in the mystical body of your Son Christ our Lord: Give us grace so to follow your blessed saints in all virtuous and godly living, that we may come to those ineffable joys that you have prepared for those who truly love you; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who with you and the Holy Spirit lives and reigns, one God, in glory everlasting. Amen.

O blest Communion, fellowship divine!

We feebly struggle, they in glory shine

Yet all are one in Thee, for all are thine.[i]

Let it be so!

Amen.

Do you remember the childhood game of Red light Green Light?

The game has one person who stands as the “stoplight” and when their back is turned the light is green and you can move as fast as you can to get to tag the “stoplight.” Of course, the person who is the stoplight can turn towards you at any time and when they do, it is RED LIGHT and you must freeze. And if you move erroneously, you are dismissed from the game. The game continues until the person who is the stoplight is finally tagged, usually not without several quick turn arounds and bending so that the nearest person cannot possibly tag them.

And of course, the words “red light” and “green light” must be said at the loudest volume possible.

The game gives the illusion that you can stop time,

freeze people in their tracks

and

prevent something from happening.

Having watched stoplights here in Boston and people running redlights like they don’t exist, I am not under the illusion that the solution to the world’s problems would be if we could control time.

And yet, as people of faith we live in space where we are able to stop.

When we enter into this space we seek sanctuary, space to pause and lean into God’s time, Kairos verses Chronos (the sort of time that our clocks track). We remember backwards and think forward together. We aren’t quite time travelers and yet we live in this holy “in the midst” of the communion of saints that have been and the saints here and now and those to come.

In the past three weeks you have heard my colleagues preach about the lives of the faithful. Two weeks ago, Morgan spoke about how we will live through this election season as people of faith and the need to work together after the election is complete. Last week, we heard of the beauty and hope that we have in the liturgies we pray daily and weekly as we hold those who are dear to us who have died. That lovely Book of Common Prayer that we hold and pray together in common transforms and changes us, assisting us in learning more about the grace and love of God that binds us together, that connects us when everything else seems to have been lost and divisions seem more prevelant than union.

For we live in a world where we need stoplights, places to stop- reflect, look around, hold all of our emotions, joys and sorrows, frustrations and ineffable joys, so that we can move forward.

Today’s gospel is Mary and Martha and Jesus, again. This is the same Mary and Martha who had the competitive “who is the better disciple” redlight greenlight game going on when Jesus was in their house. A bit of a “Who can get closer to Jesus and be the best” competition and Jesus says “stop” to them then—

Today, though, today, They aren’t competing to be the best disciple, their competitive aspirations are replaced with grief. Mary and Martha both stop Jesus in his tracks, they stop him and demand answers.

RED LIGHT Their actions and words shout to Jesus.

They demand that he hear and see both their faith and their grief.

And Jesus stops.

The Son of Man and Son of God halts in his tracks.

Listen to those words again, when hearing that his friend and their brother has died, he is “greatly disturbed and deeply moved.” He has the same compassion he has when the multitudes are hungry, he is not numb to their emotions.

He stops.

He weeps.

He is with them.

AND

He moves.

In the midst of this red light given by Mary and Martha, both in their own ways, Jesus reminds them that there is still a path forward.

In the midst of the grief, there is life- “changed not ended” as we were reminded last week with our requiem services…..

Now, I am not sure how Lazarus felt about being brought back to life to live with his sisters again. I have two brothers and my sister and I, while not named Mary and Martha, are pretty competitive—I could imagine that my brothers might be ready for a break from us…. You know,
“For all the saints who from their labors rest”[ii] and all….. but that is not the point,

the point, here, that Jesus gives us, is that Lazarus is restored to life.

In the midst of this story of grief, and when the path might seem ended completely, Jesus reminds all that there is a way forward, the impossible is possible despite all odds.

Life is given.

“Open the tomb, unbind him.” Jesus says.

Jesus’ words remind us that we are agents in this world. We are involved in the new chapter, the directions have been given, we are engaged, and commanded to be a part of this new thing.

Today we celebrate new chapters in 5 beloved children of God’s lives. We will baptize them into the household of God and at the same time renew our own baptismal covenant. We don’t just watch and say “good luck folks,” and send them out on their own. Rather, we promise to walk with them, support them, cry and laugh with them (and their parents and godparents). We will make those promises again with the response “I will with God’s help.” We will break bread together and we, too will be given the green light to go back out into the world to “go in peace to love and serve the Lord.”

We, too are engaged in this holy work of living out our faith, those promises made at baptism, in our schools, our workplaces, our lives as elections unfold—because we too, know that there is a way forward together- seeing each other fully, feeling deeply with one another and moving forward “with God’s help” so that we might live into our identities as citizens in the kingdom of God, building up our community to respect the dignity of every human being.

Grounded in God’s Love which is what we hold in Common, may we remember all the saints this day- the past, the present, and the ones to come as we too look to earth’s wide bounds, from ocean’s farthest coast and praise Father Son and Holy Ghost.[iii]


[i] For All The Saints verse 3 https://hymnary.org/text/for_all_the_saints_who_from_their_labors

[ii] For all the Saints verse 1 https://hymnary.org/text/for_all_the_saints_who_from_their_labors – why do them in order, that is silly! 

[iii] For all the Saints verse 6 https://hymnary.org/text/for_all_the_saints_who_from_their_labors

Hurricanes, Rivers, and Crumbs…that all might be fed, healed, and loved.

Trinity Church in the City of Boston

Proper 18, Year A,

September 8, 2024

Proverbs 22:1-2, 8-9, 22-23
Psalm 125
 Mark 7:24-37

Grant us, O Lord, to trust in you with all our hearts; for, as you always resist the proud who confide in their own strength, so you never forsake those who make their boast of your mercy; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.

God is love, and love enfolds us, All the world in one embrace;
With unfailing grasp God holds us, every child of every race.
And when human hearts are breaking under sorrow’s rod,
then we find that self same aching deep with in the heart of God.

We live in a busy and full world.

It’s September, the streets are full of students, of people visiting, of things to do. Our fall routines have returned and at the same time it is a time to reflect on why are our schedules so full? What have we filled our days with?

Last week we celebrated baptisms, we re-remembered the words of Song of Solomon of God’s deep love for each of us and call for transformation in our lives, we shared in the water of baptism and our own baptismal covenants.

I am reminded of how water can transform, slowly and quickly.

The long transforming power of water being a contributing factor of creating the Grand Canyon in the past 5-6million years ago, creating a long slow beauty.[i] Weaving it’s way creating a chasm that mystifies us still today reminding us of long slow transformation.

Having lived in Florida for eleven years, Labor Day held a special space in my ordained life. In my first Labor Day in Tallahassee, we were hit by a category 1 hurricane. 45minutes inland, Tallahassee rarely saw actual hurricanes, rather they typically got rain and winds. But that year, the entire city was hit hard. Old Oaks lost limbs, power went out and we came out of our homes in the humid aftermath to assess and to recover.

Tears were shed over lost beloved trees, the needs of loved ones, and then there were the simple joys of cooking everything in our freezer on the grill and inviting the neighbors over to feast. Confronted by lack of electricity, we created community on our lawns and spent the days assisting others. Communities coming together. Unexpected things from unexpected places.

As we settle into our fall program year, we have 11 weeks until Advent begins and in those 11 weeks we will walk slowly, chronologically through the Gospel of Mark. We will take our time, as much as Mark allows us (since everything moves quickly in this gospel), letting the words one after another sink in and transform us. A longer slower progression, letting the words wash over us. Today we hear of healings which occur immediately after last week’s gospel of speaking about what should be found in the heart.

And today we hear of the hearts’ desire, to continue that theme.

In Two stories.

We hear of hearts yearning for re-connecting, re-membering into the community.

Two stories that speak of healing that is both long needed through winding journies and also swift in transformation.

Stories of faith from the most unexpected places and spaces.

Today we hear of the Syrophoenician woman. We are in the region of Tyre and we can credibly believe that Jesus was tired. He has been teaching healing and he has gone into a home because he wanted to be away from the crowds. Tyre is important to note because it is in a region of the Greeks, the gentiles, the “other.” This is not his home turf. He is the unexpected in this space.

Amidst the “other,” he seeks to be alone.

To Pause.

Instead of rest, he receives an uninvited, unexpected woman in need.

Her arrival is not like the faith filled Jewish hemorrhagic woman who two chapters previously in Mark who reaches out for her own healing, grasping the corner of Jesus’ garment in the midst of a crowd. NO, this woman today strides right into the home and demands healing for her daughter.

She demands change, swift and immediate. Much more like a hurricane than the Colorado river, she is swift.

She could be seen as the Patron Saint of demanding change. [ii]

She won’t back down.

She meets Jesus where he is and wrestles with Jesus word for word.

For every exclusionary term she embodies (not Jewish, a woman, not of the right space or time) she counters with an opportunity to think bigger, to expand and grow, to live more abundantly.

For Change. The encounter is not comfortable. Jesus’ words are not kind.
She does not back down.

It’s amusing to think for a minute of the 5 weeks of “living bread” gospels and now our gospel is arguing about crumbs— Crumbs: hard to get rid of, even these small morsels are important.

Remember how many baskets those crumbs filled in that feeding of the 5,000?

Swift and unexpected demands for change.

And there is change.

The woman’s daughter is healed by Jesus from a distance by the request of her mother, demons- those defiling the daughter from within are released and this young girl, beloved daughter, is released from her suffering.

Change that would affect her whole life to continue.

The thing about our Gospel today is that is not JUST about encountering the Syrophoenician woman, rather, Jesus continues from Tyre back to Galilee… and while we are being given a geography lesson here (Jesus did not always go the shortest route, by the way) we find Jesus healing a deaf man that was brought to him. And Jesus takes him aside, touches him with the most mundane of resources, his own spit.

Water, touch and the words “Be Opened.”

And indeed- healing is given.

Similar to those healed in Chapter 5 of this gospel we have juxtapositions of gender, location, distance and proximity. Each detail is significant. Again, we see the similarities, healing given to both individuals because of their receptivity.

Healing given within community.

Change in the unexpected and for the long term.

Change demanded.

IN aggressive and passive ways.

Where do we find ourselves when change is demanded of us in unexpected ways?

Where do we look back and see that we, too have been formed slowly, changed in the space that we have been within?

Soon, we will continue out worship- not only with gathering around this table to be fed with the spiritual nourishment of our Savior’s body and blood. We will then go downstairs and put together meals for those in our community- that they too, might be fed. Boxes of ingredients measured, poured and repackaged to be sent out to those who are hungry.

It’s a process downstairs, a weaving pathway to accomplish the work to be done.

And during that atypical space you will be transformed (hairnets and gloves are amazing–they give everyone a new identity) and we will work shoulder to shoulder, beside a new neighbor to accomplish this task.

Each person with a story and a part of this community.

Each with a role to accomplish the task.

There is a space for you at that table, too. Each of you.

And while our Meal packing event today will not solve all of the hunger in the city of Boston, the impact will matter to those who receive the meals.

And we will continue to strive to listen to the voices that demand to be heard.

With a lot of grace and striving to meet each other just where we find ourselves.

As Jesus commands, “Be Opened” to hear and see

In the familiar and in the new spaces we find ourselves.

In the fullness and stillness of our worlds.

Using the simplest of things that we have around us, water, presence, crumbs and voice.

The winds and water of this world might swirl around us, they also change and transforms us to see God in our midst.

God, who can take our arguments, our demands, and our needs.

God who is both living bread and in the crumbs.

God who takes water and restores both hearing and sight.

In the midst of the swirl and tempest, the fullness of this fall, we, too, become the beloved community of God together.

Make space to listen, to hear, and to be transformed.

Amen.


[i] While Tectonic Plates also contributed, river erosion is very much a part of the story, too. https://www.nps.gov/grca/learn/nature/grca-geology.htm#:~:text=Uplift%20of%20the%20Colorado%20Plateau,Colorado%20Plateau%20occurred%20is%20puzzling.

[ii]I love Padraig O’Tuama’s reflection on this woman in his commentary here: https://www.spiritualityofconflict.com/readings/327/24th-sunday-in-ordinary-time

Choir Camp, Croissants, and Finales of Bread Week

Trinity Church in the City of Boston
Proper 25 Year B

August 18, 2024

1 Kings 2:10-12; 3:3-14
Psalm 111
John 6:51-58

Almighty God, you have given your only Son to be for us a sacrifice for sin, and also an example of godly life: Give us grace to receive thankfully the fruits of his redeeming work, and to follow daily in the blessed steps of his most holy life; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.

Bacon Eggs and Buttered toast, Praise Father Son and holy ghost. Amen

That is one of the blessings that I learned when I was a camp counselor at Camp, the rule was always be ready to pray…. This prayer distilled the core elements down to a T, bless God and the food, let’s eat!

Having just spent 5 days with our Choir Camp in Connecticut, I could not help but be reminded of this blessing. Simple and blessed, all around our breakfast table.

Standing, Joy-filled with sleep a bit in our eyes, Praise Father Son and Holy Ghost for a new day.

This past week, our Choir did not use this blessing (though I was ready with it just in case), instead, they sang one of the most beautiful songs by William Byrd[i]

each day.

No Nobis

Non nobis Domine Domine,
non nobis Domine,
sed nomine sed nomine,
tuo da gloriam!

At each meal to remind us “to god be the glory.”

 Before we headed into our breakfast, lunch or dinner.

Far more elevated and a bit more reverent than the super man blessing and the aforementioned Bacon Eggs and Buttered toast blessing….

This simple harmony encouraged living into a different beat,

a pause to give thanks for those made breakfast for us to devour, for the fact that we did not have to make breakfast, nor do anything more than eat and clear our dishes.

A beautiful beginning to a day.

To God be the glory.

Now, I am a visual learner and each morning this lovely song was sung from memory and in repetition which means I sang which ever part I chose and also whatever words I chose or grabbed onto…. No Nobis in my little brain often made me think of Dona No Bis Pachem[ii]– the only other latin choral piece that I know….

In return to city life, my daily singing this beautiful tune does not create an amazing breakfast to appear at my table.

Instead, we all know that here in Boston, Boston runs on…….DUNKIN

With three Dunkin’s within .25miles of us here, coffee and donuts are in abundance (and mildly confusing by app if you are not careful!)

We love our regulah coffee- with 2 milks and 2 sugars ….

waking up with a bit of a different cadence…on the go.

Sipping my dunkin regular since my return from camp, I am still basking in the afterglow of the Olympics that just concluded in Paris. Wondering just how many croissants were on those breakfast tables, appearing each morning …

Do Olympians even eat croissants? Surely at least the fans and their families do!

While Paris perfected the Croissant, it’s origin was not French.

The Croissant was first created in Vienna Austria and was called the Kipferl- or Crescent due to it’s shape- the viennese roll was more similar to a bagel- yeasted wheat dough and is often served with sugar and almonds. Legend dates this first form of the croissant began back to the 17th  century and others back to the 13th century- regardless it is Vienna where the Kipferl began.[iii]

And it is not until the 19th Century that the French took the Kipferl and made it their own and into what we now call the Croissant. (using the French word for crescent due to its shape)[iv]

Now a croissant is a curious thing.

It’s Flaky (in a good way)

It’s light and airy

It is delicious.

AND it is quite a process.

Croissants are not a quick and easy and done.

Rather the notes of flavor, complexity of texture takes time, energy and precious.

You see with croissants, first you create a dough and THEN you literally fold the dough over cold butter and then press the dough flat and then fold, fold, fold, and the put it away in the refrigerator to rest.

Then repeat and rest,

and repeat and rest.

All of those layers are because someone took the time to fold, fold, fold, and refold the dough and then took the time to rest.

Patience, embracing the task, practicing.

This folding process is called “Lamination” and once it is completed, the dough is cut and shaped. (Adding Chocolate in the roll shaping process gives a little more fun and a new name) shapes and sizes can be made and the final product is cooked in the oven.

When baked the butter creates steam which in turn creates the air pockets and layers… and the croissant is created.

The key to a beautiful croissant is temperature, folding, resting and repeating or practicing.

As we head into the finale of our “bread week” gospel series, I could not help thinking about the both the history and the discipline of the croissant, the energy that is needed and the patience that for the finished project.

Jesus is repeating himself over and over again, turning a corner, seeing a new group, talking about the same concept: his ultimate sacrifice for all of humanity in his ultimate rising from the dead. (Sorry, the puns were rampant at camp!)

Think about it though,

We are told the same stories all of our life, every three years we hear the same gospel read to us and yet each time we hear this gospel, the story we hear is enfolded into our lives in a new way, embraced and resonates with a new layer into our being. The context where we are met is different than three years ago and yet our need for grace, mercy, and love still remain.

We rest in this knowledge of love and promise.

When Jesus speaks, he knows that he will have to repeat himself.

He knows that the disciples will not fully understand.

He invites them to be embraced by what he is saying.

Jesus invites the disciples to rest in that embrace.

Jesus, himself, takes moments to step away and rest himself.

Jesus knows that it takes time to understand what he was saying, to sink in and become one or abide.

He knows that we are all projects being transformed by new teachings, ones we have heard for the millionth time to the very first time.

Jesus invites all of the disciples, and in turn us, to listen one more time, to turn towards him and to abide in the knowledge of the love of a God who comes so close to you that you are embraced, wrapped up and in becoming one, become more than you can alone.

In times of loneliness, in times of sorrow, God in your midst, creating in that empty space a place for love to be developed, to know you are surrounded by others who know the same.

We hear of breaking bread constantly through scripture.

God is in the business of providing bread for his people. From the bread needed for Elijah as he was tired, to the manna – just enough for the Israelites each day, to Jesus’ explaining that while bread of today is going to fill your tummies for now, the nourishment our souls really need can be found through the imperishable love that Jesus has lived and died for.

And while sometimes the project might feel tedious and taking too much time and we just want to run on donuts or the quick and easy Bacon Egg and Buttered Toast blessings, let’s let this year’s reading in bread week remind you that each layer builds upon the previous layer and each moment matters.

For God loves you.

Has spent time with you in the valleys and the mountain tops

And will continue to be with you in this walk of Faith.

God wants us to understand and feed our faith in ways that allow us to taste and see that life is good and death is not the end.[v]

God wishes us to make sense of our communion and allow us to taste and see the grace and mercy and love that is our midst.

Amen.


[i] A Simple Recording can be heard here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbOogwu6NOA

[ii] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fhJ6XrZ4jg

[iii]https://www.google.com/search?q=kipferl+word+meaning&rlz=1C5CHFA_enUS977US977&oq=kipferl+meaning&gs_lcrp=EgZjaHJvbWUqCAgBEAAYFhgeMgkIABBFGDkYgAQyCAgBEAAYFhgeMgoIAhAAGA8YFhgeMgoIAxAAGIAEGKIEMgoIBBAAGIAEGKIEMgoIBRAAGKIEGIkFMgoIBhAAGIAEGKIE0gEINDUzOGowajeoAgCwAgA&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8

[iv] https://www.ice.edu/blog/brief-history-croissant

[v] Spiritualityofconflict.com

Come Away and Rest with me, an invitation to be known.

Trinity Church in the City of Boston
Proper 11 Year B
July 21, 2024

2 Samuel 7:1-14a
Psalm 89:20-37
Mark 6:30-34, 53-56

Almighty God, the fountain of all wisdom, you know our necessities before we ask and our ignorance in asking: Have compassion on our weakness, and mercifully give us those things which for our unworthiness we dare not, and for our blindness we cannot ask; through the worthiness of your Son Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.

Drop thy still dews of quietness, till all our striving cease;

Take from our souls the strain and stress,

and let our ordered lives confess the beauty of thy peace. Hymn 653 v.4

AMEN, let it be so.

What beautiful words we will receive today that we will sing in our Communion Hymn.

Written by a local boy, John Greenleaf Whittier grew up just up in Haverhill, Massachusetts in the early 1800s. A farm boy, John grew up a quaker, attended the Haverhill Academy and took to writing. A man of faith contemporary with Edgar Allen Poe and a little bit older than Phillip Brooks, John thrived in learning and in turn writing. He was a poet and journalist, abolitionist, and then settled back into poetry in his final segment of life. This hymn comes from a longer poem published in 1872, clearly reflecting John’s Quaker roots- seeking the divine in the midst of the quiet. A prayer for us today in the midst of our strife and stress filled days.[i]

How often has the prayer of your soul been “take from my soul the strain and stress” of these recent days?
Where can you find that peace described within this hymn, within scripture?

Several weeks ago, when I read the lessons for today I will confess, I was a bit disappointed.

The gospel for today does not name a specific person, while it speaks of healing it is not the Samaritan woman nor is it the miracle of the feeding of the 5,000. (Spoiler alert- that is next week and it is the segment of the gospel that is omitted for today.)

Our gospel speaks to the in between.

In our Gospel today, we hear that Jesus has been and is always on the move.

The story today is not scandalous, miraculous, it is down right ordinary.

Jesus begins today not with doing but inviting the disciples to stop doing.

“To come away and rest”

Like a two-year-old resisting naptime, I was resistant to this gospel.

I wanted the politics, the drama,

to this Jesus says, “Stop, being the drama, come away, and rest”

Our gospel follows directly after last week’s gospel of persuasion, pain, and politics.

Jesus is still on the move, staying alive, seeing people where they are and speaking truth.

“Come away and rest a while with me” he says.

You see, we have to remember that rest, too, is political.

Keeping sabbath, given as a command within the 10 commandments, was a political statement to the Israelites against the Pharoah’s command to work, work, work, work. Keeping sabbath, reminds us that our worth is not measured in the amount of bricks that we could produce, rather than our worth rests in our identity as children of God. Our worth is found within our relationship with God.

Today, Jesus is taking that sabbath from the work he, too, that has consumed his every hour.

The incessant need for love, for healing, for answers.

While Jesus meets everyone where they are, he reminds the disciples that he, too, needs to reconnect and step away.

Press pause, stop, on the chaos of the world.

Reclaim his rhythm, his anchor, let go of his frustrations and be refilled.

He gets on a boat and they go to a deserted place…. A place without everything else.

A place without the drama.

A place, also, full of God.

And you can imagine the gift of peace that was felt once they pushed away from the shore

Once they were upon the water

Once they felt the familiar waves on the boat and found that new place to land.

To merely Be.

It is beautiful. It is divine.

And then….. Humanity interrupts.

People in search of care

The quiet moment is short.

The joy and need of the people is great and once again has found this little group.

Jesus had compassion for them.

He does not throw the tantrum of the two year old abruptly awoken from a nap cut too short.

He breathes in and leads with his heart.

He teaches what their hearts need.

He feeds them (this is left out this week but DON’T WORRY- you will hear all about it next week!)

He heals the people.

This too, is beautiful, divine, and God is fully present there.

Unnamed, unnumbered, in the midst of the ordinary day of water and rolling hills of Galilee.

I imagine hot and sweaty Jesus trying to navigate his way through the crowds, putting others first as he encounters them.

It’s ordinary and yet right there in their midst.
God is always present.

We, too are in the midst of our own hot and sweaty ordinary time.

We too are on the move, Many are traveling for vacation, for college visits, for camps.

Many of us are trying to navigate the sweltering temperatures of both politics and humidity.

We might feel like we are in the midst of the unnamed,

the massive number of people going to and fro. A bit Lost.

Yet in this ordinary time, these words of rest call to us too.

Come away and rest with me.

Stop and breathe in the peace that passes all understanding, seek me first.

In the moments we steal away from the scheduled.

In the moments we create and safeguard.

Short or long.

God is there, here, and in the in between, in the travels, in the myriad of activities and in the rest.

Creating time to pause, reconnect and refresh our faith speaks to whose identity we claim.

Beloved Child of God.

Another locally known man, theologian Howard Thurman puts it like this, “there is in you something that waits and listens for the sound of the genuine in yourself and sometimes there is so much traffic going on in your minds, so many different kinds of signals, so many vast impulses floating through your organism that go back thousands of generations, long before you were even a thought in the mind of creation, and you were buffered by these, and in the midst of all of this you have got to find out what your name is. Who are you?”[ii]

Have you lost yourself in the midst of the comings and goings?

Has the traffic (not just on our streets) muffled and muted the sound of God’s light and love in your heart?

John Greenleaf Whittier grounded himself in writing poetry and reminding others that the divine is always in their midst and reconnecting with the divine requires intention, practice and rhythm.

Jesus sought out the space to be refreshed, renewed and be restored.

Humanity will persist.

Will interrupt

Will continue to need

And each day, moment, we will do our one small thing to continue to reconnect the world with a love that can transform, that is greater than the placations of this world that falls short.

A love that stays with them, transforms them.

Each blessed humid, ordinary, unremarkable day, is a day for reconnecting and living within the in between. Being on the move and always moving toward God, being formed through the practice of prayer and listening.

O sabbath rest by Galilee! O Calm of hills above,
Where Jesus knelt to share with thee the silence of eternity interpreted by love. (Hymn 653 v 3)

This week, Jesus says to each of us, “Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves, and rest a while.”

The world that he and we have been living is nonstop. 

Healing, teaching, encountering those in need… make time and come and step away from the rushed paced.

Be restored and become the peace that the world needs as you do the work you, too, are commended to do.

To bear fruit not as the world measures, instead as God delights in you and creation.


[i] https://www.britannica.com/biography/John-Greenleaf-Whittier

[ii] https://www.dailygood.org/story/1846/the-sound-of-the-genuine-howard-thurman/  Howard Thurman served as the chaplain at Marsh Chapel on the campus of Boston University from 1953-1965. https://www.bu.edu/thurman/about-us/who-is-howard-thurman/

Walls, Oxen, and Jesus.

Trinity Church in the City of Boston
Proper 5 Year B

June 9, 2024

1 Samuel 8:4-11, (12-15), 16-20, (11:14-15)
Psalm 138
Mark 3:20-35

O God, from whom all good proceeds: Grant that by your inspiration we may think those things that are right, and by your merciful guiding may do them; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

“United we stand, divided we fall.”

What comes to mind with this phrase?

Football (soccer) teams?

Airlines?

Churchill?

Country music songs?

Race and reconciliation?

When I think about divisions, my mind often goes to the concrete,

And for me this means literally concrete walls.

Many of you may or may not know that growing up in the mid 80s, I lived in West Berlin, a walled city in the heart of East Germany.

A space where you could only get so lost, because if you went too far in the wrong direction, you would literally run into a wall.

The city was encapsulated by the effects of war and division, dating well before I was born.

The divisions were political and also familial. Families were separated by a wall created by military powers exerting their strength against each other.

A wall meant to keep some within and others without.

Those living within the walls living within a system vastly different than the system outside the walls.

While those within the walls could go freely about the city as they chose there was also a sense of fear just beyond the wall restricting our movements and an ever-present reminder to us that we were unable leave the city without paper work and checkpoints, permissions and angst.

Divisions, created by earthly powers.

Divisions of family, senselessly by who was inside and who was outside.

A city divided and surrounded by a wall, complete with watchtowers, no man’s land, and guard dogs.

I remember wondering about our neighbors who one day were able to travel to see family and then the next unable to even send word without worrying about if the letter will ever be received, much less seeing their loved ones again in their lifetime.[i]

IN our Gospel reading today, division seems to be central theme of the moment.

The Scribes, the community, Jesus’ family.

We are only in chapter three of the Gospel of Mark and Jesus did not waste time in stirring things up.

To catch us up, Mark (who never wastes time nor words) begins with Jesus’ baptism by John, his 40days in the wilderness and temptation, the calling of disciples, Jesus has taught and healed in various locations and those known and unknown, he has already made people uneasy with his statements and people are beginning to ask questions.

And last week, we hear he is starting to share how different God’s plans are for God’s people.

Restoration to wholeness, completeness, fullness.

Divisions are occurring in the here and now.

Scribes and Pharisees are feeling their authority being threatened and they are closing in with theories as to who Jesus really might be.

Disciples will begin to get anxious about all of this talk of death that is coming.

And today, there are actual walls up between Jesus’ biological family and friends and those who are nearest to him.

Jesus addresses all of these divisions with words of firmness and invitation in his parable responses.

Jesus talks to the Scribes about how ridiculous their theory of his being of the devil really was. Their theory of that sort of power defeats their own theory.

As Jesus will tell his disciples later, he and God are one. Unified not divided. The authority can be no other authority and has been given to restore humanity to wholeness and oneness with God. There is no other way, division is not who God is.

God’s will is in Restoring community, not dividing it.

Forgiveness is something that is both of God and unifies community. Forgiveness requires the Holy Spirit and hard work, recognizing that in building relationship there is vulnerability and desire for transformation, a new path.

A path that Jesus not only lives but is constantly redirecting those who will listen to hear- the scribes, the disciples, his family, and those who are the closest to him on this day where they are gathered.

To his family, who care for him deeply, but find themselves outside of the walls of the assembly on this day, Jesus says they too have to re-vision their identity. Not meaning they mean less to him, rather, he is speaking to those directly around him that they are just as important to him as those he has grown up with and to whom he has called personally as disciples.
Coming together and recognizing that community is found through unification of those around you destroys division and brings people together amidst walls and physical separation.

The Berlin Wall fell in November of 1989. While my family had moved from that space just 5 months earlier, the shock, awe, and joy was palpable through the television and through friends who were still living there.

Freedom was available for both sides of this one wall.

Families could visit freely.

And yet.

Reunification took time and the after effects were deeply felt and can still be seen today.

For a city and country that was divided for nearly 30years, the inequity of housing, medical care, and wealth was deeply and painfully felt.

Tearing down the wall was just the beginning of the work that needed to be done for unification.

And while it was one step, it was a very important one.

And the hard work continues.

We live in a world of walls literally and metaphorically.

This past week we remembered the 80th anniversary of D-Day. We remembered the lives lost and the concerted effort to not only remember – the desire to prevent wars such as those to happen again and yet…

We live in a world where war still rages in the Holy Land, in Ukraine, Sudan, and here in our own country there are communities that live in constant fear and angst.

Jesus, today, spoke boldly to those seeking community.

Scribes who wanted control and authority for the sake of power.

Family who wanted to belong and be close were invited to revision who is family

And each of us, were invited into restored relationship as we stand in need of forgiveness and healing.

Wherever you find yourself in this story,

as someone who is just trying to follow the rules that have been handed down,

as someone who has been following Jesus all of your life and wanting to be close,

to those who have heard about Jesus just recently and received hope…

to the person who might have just seen the crazy masses and wondered what is going on.

Jesus says to you, God is doing a new thing.

You have to open your hands to receive it.

You have to unclench your death grip on how you think you are to be

And lean into the transformation of what love can do, inviting you into community in a new way.

Inviting you to breath in deeply, be yourself, your true self.

The walls you have created around yourself or imposed on others will be torn down.

Community can come together, and work towards restoration of that beloved community of when Adam and Eve walked in the garden with God in the cool of the night.

United we stand, divided we fall[1]– regardless of what imagery comes to mind for you, Aseop[ii] is attributed to sharing this axiom for the first time in his fable the 4 oxen and the lion. In the fable the oxen were undefeated when they gathered tails together and their horns facing outward. The lion could not attack any of them because they together defended each other. When the oxen wandered out on their own, then the lion succeeded.

Coming together, in our brokenness is what the household of God does day in and day out. Daily striving to receive, be transformed, and share the love of God to those we encounter.

We will get lost and we will run into walls. My prayer is that we might, with grace and humility, always work together to be vulnerable enough to seek a way to build up rather than divide and to seek and work towards forgiveness and restoration together.

Jesus, invites us closer, accepts us as we are, and welcomes us in to do this work together as companions in the household of God.


[1] Aesop Fable


[i] For more information: https://www.stiftung-berliner-mauer.de/en/topics/berlin-wall#building-the-wall-in-august-1961

[ii] Aesop’s fable https://etc.usf.edu/lit2go/35/aesops-fables/392/the-four-oxen-and-the-lion/ and more interesting notes on Aesop https://www.thecollector.com/who-was-aesop/

Kudzu, Gethsemane, and Lancelot Capability Brown- Being grafted and pruned in the Vineyard of God.

Trinity Church in the City of Boston

April 28, 2024

5th Sunday in Easter year B

Almighty God, whom truly to know is everlasting life: Grant us so perfectly to know your Son Jesus Christ to be the way, the truth, and the life, that we may steadfastly follow his steps in the way that leads to eternal life; through Jesus Christ your Son our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

God of community, Three in One,

You have made us in your image

to be fulfilled in relationship with one another.

Through our conflicts

we can be cut off

like dried up, withered branches 

and find it difficult to reconnect again.

Jesus, abiding in us, lead us to recognize you within,

And seek you in those you have given us

To form a loving community of compassion and care.
Amen[i]

Well, my friends.

Spring has finally arrived. Unlike the spring that sprang in Florida about 6 weeks ago- here we are enjoying the new greens of leaves on the trees, the daffodils in their cheerful yellows dot the flower beds and the winter birch sticks have been replaced with tulips and joy filled hyacinths in the window boxes.

Green sprouts and New beginnings.

It’s exciting to see what was dormant and comes back to life.

I also think “OH, should have already trimmed that back- whoops”

At the Moon Household, I am the one who brings home the green things.

Rob is the one who waters, prunes, and tends to the actual care of these green things.

In my garden, only things that can survive periodic care should be planted.

Succulents are probably my calling…

But miraculously, and with Rob’s attention with watering, trimming and care, things come back in our wild garden space.

Despite my lack of attention.

I feel like there are those who care for gardens like those who tend to bonsai trees.

Minute care, water, conversation, and precision.

And then there are those say “that’s pretty” and plant things like Kudzu, a vine that not only grows pervasively, once taken root, the vine is nearly impossible to remove.

Kudzu is expansive, flourishes, and at the same time that it flourishes, this vine chokes out everything that it grows upon.

Kudzu’s leafy exterior hides everything beneath, extinguishing the light that is essential for growing.

Eclipsing all other life.

Not exactly beneficial for the larger ecosystem.

Regardless of if you grow vines, perennials, or annuals, we know that to grow certain elements are required: Time, Water, Light and the right quantities of these three.

While we might be in the agrarian season of Spring, we are in the liturgical season of Easter. While each day and every Sunday we celebrate the theology of Easter, during these 50 days after Easter Sunday we settle into scriptures of the early church, dwelling in the readings from the Acts of the Apostles that tell the story of an early church figuring out their way in this new experience of God’s love. Within our Gospel readings we hear the story of Jesus counselling and preparing his disciples for this life of faith after his death.

These final weeks of the Easter season, we are firmly entrenched in the Gospel of John and Jesus farewell discourse. Last week, we heard the second to last “I am” statements with I am the Good Shepherd and today we hear Jesus’ seventh and final “I am statement” that “I am the vine, you are the branches”- familiar imagery.

From Fishing with the disciples to

Shepherding to

Getting dirty and growing vines together.

The imagery given to us is both daily life material for the disciples and also familiar from the Hebrew scripture.

Israel has been referred to over and over again through the prophets as the vine, vineyards, watch towers, bearing fruit.. .(just wait until those summer parables come back into our Sunday mornings.)

Today, though, Today- Jesus is reminding this disciples that just like vines to grow fruit, there must be connection to the vine. 

Care and intention must occur for flourishing and this is a relationship.

These words today from Jesus are not meant to invoke fear.

These words, like the entire farewell discourse, are to remind the people of God that even in the hardest of times (When Jesus would physically leave them)- that they were not going to be alone.

Comfort and consolation are found within these words stating that they would still be in connection with God despite the physical absence of Jesus.

Abide in me, I will Abide in you.

The word abide is used 10 times in this segment alone and 41 times in this gospel.

Dwell within God.

Be in relationship with God.

Like vines in the vineyard, be cared for, water, trimmed, and receive the light- and bear fruit.

Any good gardener will tell you that you have to prune things back to have new growth, to give direction to that new growth. To allow for the water, the sun and the development of good fruit…….

In Jesus’ words, he says that the vine will have branches that are not bearing fruit and will be cut off and all branches will be pruned. His words are to remind that even in this pruning, you are still connected and part of the community.

Life on the vine is not always easy but can always strive to be connected and connecting others.

Did you know that the world’s oldest vine is over 250 years old?[ii]

Planted for Queen Victoria, the vine is named Lancelot “Capability” Brown and resides on the grounds of Hampton Court. It came from just one cutting from a nearby estate in Essex and since then has grown to being 13’ across at the base and the longest branch measuring in at 120’ long. The average harvest of grapes is 600 lbs. A team of gardeners tend to the sheltering (a greenhouse that has been created and recreated to shelter the core) and pruning the new shoots after the flowering has occurred to ensure healthy growth.

Lancelot wanders and weaves its way across campus and the gardens.

From a lowly little cutting to this fixture, the fruit has been born because of the constant connection to the base of the vine and the care that is given on an ongoing basis.

God delights in our being created.

God desires for us to be in relationship with God and I think that while we may not begin as recognizable full grown plants, I do believe that as we begin, if we plant ourselves, we, too, will grow and flourish.

Today’s Gospel are words of comfort invite us to re-connect with the vine-grower that God is. We are reminded that even as life changes, we too dwell in the heart of God.

In our reading from the Acts of the Apostles today we hear of Phillip jumping at the chance to speak about the good news to the Ethiopian Eunuch and in turn grafting this new branch into the household of God. Seizing the opportunity to use a simple puddle alongside the road to transform, water, and integrate this new child of God into a community, fully/completely.

Jesus speaks to the disciples today to give them affirmation that they, like he, are a part of the story, the household, the life and vineyard of the church. Regardless of if they are good at these things, have a green thumb at growing things or not, the disciples are connected and together, as a connected community, can weather suffering, fear, and the unknown.

On Jesus’s last night, after supper, he went into the garden to pray. You will remember it was the garden of Gethsemane… or the “oil press”- where the olive vineyards bore fruit. For those who have visited that space where the garden is remembered you know there are today, vines in that garden….grafted from even those days…….

Grafting the faithful by story and by love into the longer story of God’s people wandering, seeking and desiring to be known, to be loved, and to belong for who they are.

To those who have gone before us and to us today, the message is the same, come my beloveds, connect, be repaired, be restored, be loved and be beloved community.

This work in the vineyard is not always easy.

Forgiveness and loving each other is hard and not always easy work.

And yet.

Jesus says, Abide in Me
I will abide in you.

Let us abide, dwell, be with one another and behold the fruit that will come.


[i] https://www.spiritualityofconflict.com/readings/309/fifth-sunday-of-easter

[ii] https://www.hrp.org.uk/hampton-court-palace/whats-on/the-great-vine/#gs.7vivp7

The Original Spice Girls and God in the midst of our messy lives

Trinity in the City of Boston

Easter Vigil Year B

March 30, 2024

Exodus 14:10-31; 15:20-21 [Israel’s deliverance at the Red Sea]Zephaniah 3:14-20 [The gathering of God’s people]

Romans 6:3-11
Psalm 114
Mark 16:1-8

O God, who made this most holy night to shine with the glory of the Lord’s resurrection: Stir up in your Church that Spirit of adoption which is given to us in Baptism, that we, being renewed both in body and mind, may worship you in sincerity and truth; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen.

This is the night.

Rejoice and Sing hosts and choirs of angels

This is the night

Rejoice and be glad now Mother Church

This is the night when heaven and earth are joined and we are reconciled to God.

Great things begin in the quiet and stillness of the darkness.

Think about it.

In the quiet we can hear better, we can be still, we can discover what really needs to be heard and seen.

Tonight,

One still voice began our liturgy in prayer and lit the fire

and then in singing the exsultet.

Singing out to bring us together.

To remind us why we sing

To remind us why we walked so slowly through this past week.

We are gathered together to remember.

In the darkness, we sit.

We sat in the stillness of the quiet and incompleteness of Palm Sunday.

A service that began in a parade that led us into silence and sadness.

We remembered each final moment of Jesus’ days on this earth

As the disciples, Jesus’ closest friends, were broken apart with decisions, guilt, fear.

We sit with our small candles listening, re-membering on this night…

And then.

Led by the women, Mary, Mary Magdalene and Salome-

who we could call the first spice girls.. bringing the funeral spices to the tomb, what they really really wanted was consolation in their darkness.

We remember how, in the midst of their despair, disappointment, shame, guilt and fear.

They remembered how to take one step at a time

We, too, remember the routines, in a new light.

The Women came to the tomb coming to honor a beloved member of their community.

Then they remember

         one more thing

They remember there is a stone to be moved.

One more thing to worry about, one more thing to take care of….

And there,

They find

The stone is already moved.

They can’t quite remember all of the story but the vague glimmer comes back to them.

The young man in the tomb reminds them

And the lightbulb goes off.

What Jesus promised has come true

Life can come even from death

The story did not end, instead the story continues

Remember, the young man says, remember the promise Jesus told you about

Remember the story is not over.

God is in the business of remembering and helping us to remember…….

This evening, we heard the beloved story of God’s faithfulness and love for God’s people.

God’s saving the Israelites from the Egyptians through the parted waters of the Red Sea.

“Remember whose you are.”

God’s faithfulness from the words of Zephaniah:

“You shall fear disaster no more.. I will bring you home”

“Remember you are not alone.”

No matter the situation

The story is not complete ….

Without the meeting of God in our midst, the meeting of heaven and earth.

In the fire, the readings, the songs this evening,

We remember.

We remember that wars, pain, disaster have always been a part of the human story.

We are a mess

We act in hate and division rather than in love and compassion

And God

Re-members humanity.

Reknitting humanity when they feel frayed and tangled up.

Re-connecting us with God’s self through the deep love and compassion of Jesus.

In Baptism, we remember the words of Paul

We are splashed with the water of baptism.

It’s messy.

We, too, are washed in the waters,

We, too, die to the death of sin

and are re-connected, re-membered as a member of the body of Christ.


We remember our promises as God creates in us anew.

In Jesus’ resurrection, the chasm between God and humanity is re-membered-

re populated, re connected.

Connected by the love that knows disappointment, despair, isolation, fear and guilt.

Re-membered by the connective tissue of love that yokes us together as a community defined by our need for a savior and by a God who believes in persistent resurrection.

This night

If you find yourself in the midst of darkness

Still sitting

Know that your story matters

Know that God is here re-membering you, too to this ancient story

Even if all you can do is the familiar, taking one step at a time,

Know that you, too, like the women at the tomb on that early morning, are showing up.

You, too, are invited into the story of resurrection

Of hope

Of more than the here and now

Into the unexpected

Into God’s loving embrace

And into this space where hope can co-exist in the midst of despair.

We are re-membered into the embrace of God

Because this night we, too, see the empty tomb.

We, too, do not fully understand it all

And yet we know Alleluia this not fully grasping the totality of God’s love is part of our story here and now.

The journey is not over

Like Mary Magdalene, Mary, and Salome, we depart in amazement and a bit of fear and the light of Christ shining.

Amen.

Stop Signs, Lent, Laws of Love

Trinity Church in the City of Boston

Third Sunday in Lent

Year B, 2024

Exodus 20:1-17
John 2:13-22

Almighty God, you know that we have no power in ourselves to help ourselves: Keep us both outwardly in our bodies and inwardly in our souls, that we may be defended from all adversities which may happen to the body, and from all evil thoughts which may assault and hurt the soul; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

God who loves us enough to call us to stop where we are

Invites us to see a new way

Stay with us in our baby steps

In our efforts that fall short

Delight in us as we awake each day and start new

To seek you in all that we do.

Amen.

What do you do when you encounter a stop sign in your path.

I am talking about a physical, literal, stop sign.

Does it depend on the time of day?
Does it depend on the amount of traffic

Does it depend who is in the car?

Does it depend on ……

It’s funny. The Sign is clear.

Red. Octagonal.

One Word.

Stop.

What did they do before Stop Signs were invented? Well, clearly, whatever they were doing for traffic patterns, it didn’t work. It is mostly agreed upon that the first Stop sign was created in 1915 in Detroit Michigan at a particularly dangerous intersection and the rest is history![i] Helping us get safely to and fro in the midst of more and more people hustling and bustling to and fro.

In the season of Lent we often stop certain habits. We shift in liturgy our pattern, we stop doing certain things all together. (Like saying the “A……..” word.) We shift so that we might stop and be present. Each change in liturgy invites us to an opportunity to look around, see those around us, be reminded that stopping is in fact good for us so to do (One could say even A good and joyful thing even!)

While we have seen and heard of Lent being a time of giving up and going without, the things we adopt as habits should actually help us pause for seeing and seeking God’s presence and assurance in our community. The church has been “doing this” thing called Lent for quite some time- not to be glum and dour for 40days, rather to call us back into focus on God. Like going to the eye doctor once a year, the practice of Lent draws us back into the stories of God’s covenant with God’s people, refocusing our minds, bodies, and souls.

In our reading from Exodus today, we hear the first time that the 10 commandments are given to the people of God. God gives these “laws” for several reasons.

Clearly things weren’t working. The Hebrews were in their early days of the wilderness and they were tired, frustrated and crying out “how long”-

How long do I have to travel, moving about,

How long is Moses going to be in charge,

How long do I have to travel with these people?

How Long?

And God, in God’s own beloved way, answers how long?

with “This is how”

God’s beloved people.

Focus on me.

Love me and no one else.

AND

Love one another.

This is how.

Care for your neighbor by not lying, cheating, murdering, stealing.

Full STOP.

Care for each other by delighting in what you have and live in relationships that honor each other (do not fracture relationships by desiring or acting on those desires of someone else’s life)

AND

Make time to delight and rest.

Do not let the world win, consume you, devour you.

AND

I will be right here with you.

These laws are different than anything that the Hebrews had experienced before. Remember in Egypt, they had to conform to all things, had no choice and were conscribed to produce, produce in the Egyptian world of slavery.

God says to them, you are free from that life.

You are not Pharoah’s, you never were.

You are my beloved.

Listen to my love, make space for my love and love those around you…..

These commandments show you how.

How long? say the Hebrews (And Moses, too!)

For as long as you have, my loves- God Says.

I will show you the way.

Stop.

You are exhausted, worn out, tired, irritated.

You are acting in anger, pain and brokenness.

And God says to your exhaustion and pain-

You are still mine, beloved.

Be Loved.

AND

Be Loving.

Repeat.

The Artist Pink sings in her song “Love me Anyway”[ii]

Could you? (Could you still love me?)
Could you? (Pick up the pieces of me?)
Could you? (Could you still love me?)
Could you love me anyway?

The words sing of a person’s own lament about mistakes in their relationship, a desire to be loved questioning if it is possible for such a love to be possible with all of one’s short comings.

To even all of these, God says Yes.

Which brings us to today’s Gospel reading.

Jesus in the temple.

The Faithful no longer wander.

NO longer are they toting the Ark of the Covenant with them. The faithful have settled in and built a temple.

Laws have multiplied, codified, penalized.

Systems have been established and in the midst of all of this world.

Jesus appears and says

Stop.

I want to pause right here for a moment to remind us that we have jumped from our continuous reading of the Gospel of Mark to reading the Gospel of John. And while all four gospels include the moment of Jesus in the temple, John is different.

In Matthew, Mark, and Luke- Jesus appears in the temple in his final chapters as he nears the end of his earthly life. Trashing the Temple is full of passion and anger and culmination of three years of ministry as Jesus sees his time as short. The story is read and heard differently than today’s.

In John, however, this instance takes place in Chapter 2. John writes full of signs of Jesus’s ministry. THIS is the second sign (Wedding of Cana precedes this sign as the first) and first public act of ministry.

Jesus calls for people to STOP.

In a space where one was called to worship, glorify and re-focus on God, the people needed to realize there is a new thing occurring.

Making a whip out of cords (there were no weapons in the temple, he improvised!) Jesus called people’s attention to stop what they were doing to hear this new thing.


A system change

A new identity

God’s faithfulness, promise and presence outpoured to and with them.

Even if they thought they had it right

Even if they were getting it all wrong

Even if each day they were going to fail.

Jesus says to them:

Here I am.

Here is God

Here is something new

A new Identity

Stop.

Listen

You are my beloved

Be Loved

Change your ways and listen

Be restored

And be restorers, just as I will restore you to fullness “of life”

Jesus meets the people where they are and invited them into a new way.

A way of life that re-focuses attention on who God is.

A way of life that will transform

A new way of the same deep love that God has for God’s People.

Even if we fail.

Even if we fall short

Even if we do not realize the pain we have caused.

God loves us through these moments and calls us into the struggle of community.

In this Lent,

Could you find time to Stop

Could you take time to see where God might be interrupting your systems?

Could you listen more deeply?

Could you love more deeply

Could you have more compassion with those who frustrate you?

Could you learn a new language of love to be in community?

Could you lean more into the being with together?

God invites you with wide open arms,

just like God does with the Hebrews in the wilderness,

just like the people in the temple,

just like those listening the book of John for the first time.

Beloveds, be loved and in turn love deeply.


[i] First Stop Sign….

[ii] The full lyrics

Angels, Shepherds, Mangers, O MY!

Christmas Day Homily Year C 2021

God of fear, God of the night, God of the Expectation,

You visited the angels in the night with songs and sights of joy.

In all of our nights, turn us towards hope, because hope might just keep us alive. Amen[i]

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

We have lived through the night and here we are on this Christmas morning.

We began with the hymn, Oh Come All ye Faithful!

And truly ye faithful are here, a smaller crowd than last night and yet no less faithful, indeed.

Oh come let us adore him, oh come let us adore him. Christ the Lord.

It’s a wonderous and mysterious thing we celebrate each year, this mighty king born in a manger with the most unique visitors showing up to be amazed and in awe and wonder.

A wonderous pregnancy, no room in the inn, and a band of angels singing messages to the community tending sheep.

And the Angel said, “Do not be afraid, for see I am bringing you good news of great joy for all people.” In the middle of the night, angels, shepherds, mangers, good news.

Do not be afraid is the most commonly used greeting by Angels….. the phrase is used over 365 times. To me, this means there was a lot to be afraid of in those times.

Fear of death, fear of punishment, shame, the government, illness.

We live in similar times of fear, fear of death, illness, economics, daily life and choices.

And yet in the midst of this darkest of nights, the Angels appear and say to the shepherds- do not be afraid. These same words Gabriel said to Mary and to Joseph. “Do not be afraid….” This birth is indeed good news for all the world.

In the midst of these fears there is joy.

God is with us. Emmanuel.

God did not immediately rid the world of fear.

Rather, God transformed that fear to showing the world how one can live in the midst and not give in to fear. God bore God’s love for the world in this tiny baby we celebrate each year as that baby grew into a man, grew into a movement, grew into the call to each of us to live in the same way that God was born to us, each year- starting small and transforming one heart at a time.

God, in the midst of a manger, born amongst us, changed the world through love.

Born in the midst of the messiness of life on earth, these anxious times, God came near and dwelt amongst us.

God is with us and that gives joy and hope.

God with us makes Angels sing, shepherds hustle their flocks to the manger, and a couple who were bewildered by their first born, be amazed at those who arrived as their child was more than their child, their child was a gift of love for the whole world.

I wonder what the shepherds said as they left the manger, as they tried to retell the story of their evening to those who were not there.

I wonder how their faces might have shone with the deep joy of being invited to “Oh come all ye faithful” after so many times of not being invited or otherwise occupied with duties.

I wonder the joy the angels felt in being part of the story that night of being able to sing and share such exciting news and show the way to the manger, the beams of light shining from their fingers and toes.

Oh come all ye faithful, come and adore him, Christ the lord.

The Christmas Carol itself is a beautiful collaboration of many translators and theologians. Rather than being written in one sitting by one composer. The latin words and music were date back to 1743 written by John Francis Wade, but he is not the only composer. So inspired by this work, the Fredrerick Oakley added three verses, and the Frenchman Abbé Etienne Jean François Borderies  added 2 more verses. The lyrics place you in the role of shepherds who rushed to see the christ child and remind us of all the faithful ahead of us who have come to adore the newborn in the manger.

The fifth verse: Child, for us sinners poor and in the manger,
Fain we embrace thee, with awe and love: Who would not love thee,
loving us so dearly?[ii]
Reminds us of the love and embrace God has given us on this holy day.

Wherever you might see yourself in the story, the one who needs the reminder to not be afraid, the one who needs to be invited, the one who is reminded that God is right here with us, know that on this Christmas morning- new beginnings still occur and even in the darkest nights, we are turned towards hope, because hope will keep us alive. Amen

Angels, Shepherds, Mangers, Oh MY!


[i] Daily Prayer by Padraig O Tuima Canterbury Press 2017, page 9

[ii] https://www.umcdiscipleship.org/resources/history-of-hymns-o-come-all-ye-faithful-1

Christmas Cards, Choristers, and Butt Dust

Trinity Church in the City of Boston
Ash Wednesday

February 14, 2024

Almighty and everlasting God, you hate nothing you have made and forgive the sins of all who are penitent: Create and make in us new and contrite hearts, that we, worthily lamenting our sins and acknowledging our wretchedness, may obtain of you, the God of all mercy, perfect remission and forgiveness; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

Jesus, seeker of quiet places,
you were surrounded by so many people
so much of the time.
May we find the kind of quiet that works for us
so that we, in public,
can manifest the dignity of a quiet inner life,
even when we’re busy,
even when we’re very busy
even when we feel like we have no time.

Amen.[i]

Ya’ll I have a confession to make. (it’s Lent, right)

My Christmas Cards are still up.

Every single one of them.

The first one arrived promptly the Monday after Thanksgiving and I just received one last week.

I L.O.V.E. them.

When each card arrives I connect them to a ribbon that dangles from the doorway into our living room.

As they continue to arrive they cover the arch over the doorway.

And then they then dip down and hit my husband in the face as he enters into the space.

(He is less in love with these cards.)

Each day they remind me of where people are and their life updates

These cards announce new babies on the way

and celebrate loved ones who have entered into their heavenly rest.

Their faces remind me of places I have lived and the people I love who have since gotten taller, shorter, rounder, those who have moved, divorced,

and how we are all still somehow connected as companions even as our households are near and far apart.

These Christmas Cards are an outward and visible sign of those who have shared amazing grace and love in life.

IF they are so lovely, When does one take these down?

We have a house in the neighborhood that finally took down it’s Christmas Tree down last year on Valentine’s Day…..  (I am wondering if it will be removed tonight when I got home!)

Valentine’s Day, is another time that I grew up giving cards.

When I was younger, our household bought those red and while doilies that were in the shape of a heart. We painstakingly separated the doilies and then attached construction paper hearts on the center and wrote notes to each person in our class.

Rather than choosing the right image, the emphasis of these cards was writing a personal message in the midst of that little construction paper heart.

Then after all that work, we delivered them.

My Favorite part!!!

In our elementary school classroom we ran around the classroom delivering with joy personalized notes to each and every one of my classmates. Our paper certificates of affection universally and completely dispersed.

AND
Then the teacher attempted to invite each of us back into a regular class day.

Bless her heart.

Here we are today on Valentine’s Day …..

at Church,

to begin the season of Lent.

You received a bulletin as you entered into the building to remind you of where we are in this season and space. It’s not quite a Valentine’s Day card… or is it?

Filled with prayer, song, and scripture, the words you find in each bulletin paint amazing pictures.

In each of these components, we see snapshots of God’s vibrant love for humanity.

We are reminded of the ancient story in Isaiah of a call to literally shout out and not hold back to share who this God is in the midst of trying times.

We are reminded in the psalm of god’s persistent faithfulness and compassion to humanity in spite of our own mistakes.

Create in us clean hearts, Oh God.

Lent is a season of the church year where we breathe in and breathe out and prepare ourselves for Easter by realizing that in the birth of Jesus on this earth, his life will ultimately will lead to his death.

We are reminded in glimpses each week of the love that God has for all of humanity in our weekly and daily scriptures.

During this season of Lent, we may take on or give up practices that aim to facilitate our seeing God more clearly in our midst, that demand us to call by name where love can transform injustice.
Our Lenten practices invite our souls to know God’s embrace and be anchored in the knowledge of being known and loved, to try something new or let go of actions that do not build up the beloved community.

We are surrounded by people (known and unknown),

our lives are busier than we might desire them to be, and yet today,

We intentionally slow down and pause….

Remembering

that we have the continuing invitation to be transformed by God’s grace, we, too can be agents of change for God.

On this past Sunday, Jesus took his disciples up to the mountain to be still, to be revealed, to be with them, to pray.

Today, we hear Jesus speaking to “how then shall we show our love for God in our lives?”

IN a glimpse Jesus reminds those listening what faithfulness looks like.
With broad brushstrokes, Jesus reminds the faithful how we too can picture faith in our own lives in prayer, in fasting and in giving- practices of the faithful. Candidly, wholeheartedly.

Each Wednesday, the trinity choristers sing Evensong in this space and then share a meal together where they talk about the saint of the day. Sometimes they talk about the season of the year and this year when Ash Wednesday came up they went “OH NO, it’s on Valentine’s Day” and then paused and thought about how fitting these two days coinciding might actually be.

If Valentine’s Day is about sharing love, what is the ultimate expression of love being shared?

Isn’t it truly through God’s deep love for humanity to send his son to live and breathe among us, to show us how to love one another, to show us that God is with us even through death.

A love that is so deep and expansive that it meets us when we feel unworthy, excluded, and alone—God bursts through all of our busy-ness of life to sit with us, carry us, remind us that indeed we are beloved.

Throughout scripture we are reminded that God’s love included the least likely,
Moses who doubted his abilities to lead and speak publicly.
Simeon and Anna who waited prayerfully, patiently to see Jesus as a 40day old baby.

We are reminded of the people who encountered Jesus by literally running into him, interrupting him with their needs.
He came to see them, to meet them where they were and open up a new beginning a light within their ordinary.


A message of love written personally to them,

delivered in person in their midst,

and then their going back out into the ordinary world affirmed by love and transformed with grace.

Jesus sees in you both the love that you need and the love that you already have within you.

Like the Christmas cards still hanging in my doorway, God looks with love at each of us and how we, too, have been transformed in this life.

God shares in the challenging and joy-filled times, smiling upon us and inviting us forward to receive fully.

How then shall we prepare ourselves for what is to come?

How than shall we build our relationship with God in this season?

How than shall we realize and then share God’s love in our midst?

Each of you will find your own way this season.

You will choose your path, uniquely just like each of those valentines and Christmas cards.

And just like those cards, know you are treasured for exactly who you are.

Today we stand in a threshold, or doorway, with the opportunity to be reminded of how deep the love of God is for each of us

and to re-discover that even as we will return to dust, God will be there with us, too.

Amen.


[i] https://www.spiritualityofconflict.com/readings/229/ash-wednesday